Friday, November 18, 2011

Hosea and Gomer

Hosea and Gomer
By John Piper. © Desiring God. Website: desiringGod.org

The old man and his wife sat by
The winter fire and looked out high
Above the plains of Ephraim,
And saw around the last regime
Of Israel the shadows snake
Their way from east to west and take
Possession of Samaria.
"How long until Assyria,'
They thought, "would break Hoshea's rod,
And violate the wife of God?"

But strange as it may seem, the doom
They saw across the land left room
For hope. And when they looked into
Each other's eyes, as they would do
At night, they knew, as none could know
But they, that God would bend his bow
Against the charms of foreign men,
And take his faithless wife again.
They knew it could and would be done,
As surely as the rising sun
Drives darkness back unerringly,
And drowns it in the western sea.
They knew, because they had rehearsed
The tragedy and played it first
Themselves with passion and deceit.

"It's true that life is far more sweet,"
Hosea thought, "when it is lost,
Then bought again at dreadful cost;
And love grows strong when it must wait,
And deep when it is almost hate."

Such things as these he often said
To Gomer as they watched the red
And crimson echoes of the sky
Descend Mount Tabor's cliffs and die
In darkness far below. And she
Would say to him, "Your love for me
Was like a mountain waterfall,
And I the jagged stone. Of all
The knives and hammers once applied
None made me smooth or clean. They tried,
But harlotry was in my blood,
Until your love became a flood
Cascading over my crude life
And kept me as your only wife."

They knew as none but they could know
What it would mean that long ago
The Lord allowed his love to swell,
And married faithless Israel.

The passing of the years now found
The children grown and gathered 'round
This night: Jezreel and Loammi,
Hosea's sons, and at his knee
Loruhamah. The room was sweet
With memories, and each replete
With pleasure and with ample pain.
Among the memories one main
Experience above the rest
Embraced them all. It was the best;
Indeed it was the mountain spring
Of every happy stream from which
The family ever drank, and rich
With hope. It was Hosea's love.
The children stood in wonder of
The way he loved, and Gomer too.
But this had not always been true.

Hosea used to say, "It's hard
To be a seer, and prophet bard.
The price is high when he must sing
A song of ruin over everything
In lyrics written with his life
And lose his children and his wife."

And so it was, Hosea heard
The Lord. It was the strangest word
A holy prophet ever got:
And every pointed precept shot
Like arrows at Hosea's life:
"Go take a harlot for your wife,"
Thus says the Lord, "And feel with me
The grief and pain of harlotry.
Her father's name is Diblaim;
He makes fertility with cream
And raisin cakes. He will not see
Her go without a price, for she
Has brought him profits from her trade.
Now go, and let her price be paid;
And bring her back and let her bear
Your son. Call him Jezreel. For there
Is coming soon a day when I
Will strike and break the bloody thigh
Of Jehu's brutal house, and seal
With blood the valley of Jezreel.

And after that, though she's defiled.
Go in, and get another child,
And make your tender face like rock.
Call her Loruahmah and lock
Your heart against all sympathy:
`Not pitied' is her name. No plea
From faithless Israel will wake
My sympathy till I forsake
My daughter in the wilderness.

Now multiply once more distress:
Hosea, go beget a son,
For there is yet one child to shun,
And call him Loammi, in shame,
For `Not My People' is his name."

Hosea used to walk along
The Jordan rim and sing the song
His father Beeri used to sing.
Sometimes the tune and truth would bring
Him peace, and he would pause and look
At all the turns the Jordan took,
To make its way down to the sea,
And he would chant from memory:
Think not, my son, that God's great river
Of love flows simply to the sea,
He aims not straight, but to deliver
The wayward soul like you and me.
Follow the current where it goes,
With love and grace it ever flows.
The years went by, the children grew,
The river bent and Gomer knew
A dozen men. And finally
She left and traveled to the sea,
And sold herself to foreign priests
Who made the children serve at feasts
Until they had no shame.
And then
The God of grace came down again,
And said, "Hosea, go, embrace
Your wife beside the sea. And place
Your hand with blessing on the head
Of Loammi, and raise the dead
Loruhamah to life in me,
And tell Jezreel that I will be
For him a seed of hope to sow
In righteousness. Hosea, go,
The gracious river bends once more."

And so the prophet loved these four
Again, and sought them by the sea,
And bought them with the equity
Of everything he owned.
That was
The memory tonight, because
Hosea loved beyond the way
Of mortal man. What man would say,
"Love grows more strong when it must wait,
And deeper when it's almost hate."

Jezreel spoke softly for the rest,
"Father, once more let us be blessed.
What were the words from long ago
That gave you strength to love us so?
Would you please bless us with your rhyme,
And sing it for us one more time?"
"Think not, my son, that God's great river
Of love flows simply to the sea,
He aims not straight, but to deliver
The wayward soul like you and me.
Follow the current where it goes.
With love and grace it ever flows."
"And children," Gomer said with tears,
"Mark this, the miracle of years."
She looked Hosea in the face
And said, "Hosea, man of grace,
Dark harlotry was in my blood,
Until your love became a flood
Cascading over my crude life
And kept me as your only wife.
I love the very ground you trod,
And most of all I love your God."

This is the lamp of candle four:
A bride made ready at the door.
A shabby slave waits her embrace,
Blood-bought and beautified by grace.
© Desiring God

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Seek the things that are above

Keeping our eyes fixed on Him transforms our lives. As we continue to grow into His knowledge and truth, we grow more into the identity of who we are in Christ. As we abide in Him, the more we, and the rest of this world, realize how we are not of this world. With the joy of the Lord, placing our hope and trust in Him alone, we are able to rejoice through the good times and the bad because we know that God is able to work out all things for His glory.

Through this *rad "Lifespan Psychology" class that I'm taking online, I've actually found a lot of things that reflect the truth of our flesh. Recently, I've been more aware of the internal battle between my flesh and the Spirit within me. One of the lastest lectures in my class discussed different mindsets. The two described were a fixed and a growth mindset.
*Note sarcasim

Check this out:

Fixed Mindset:
-Avoid challenge
-Get defensive or give up easily
-See efforts as fruitless or worse- a sign of failure
-Ignore useful negative feedback/constructive criticism
-Feel threatened by success of others

On the contrary...

Growth Mindset:
-Embrace challenges
-Persist in the face of setbacks
-See effort at the path to mastery
-Learn from criticism
-Find lessons and inspiration in the success of others

I'm blow away with these set descriptions or characteristics of each mindset. The correlation between the fixed mindset to our flesh and the correlation between the growth mindset to our spirit is ridiculous. In reading the fixed mindset descriptions, it reminded me of my character flaws and the path of life lived when we choose to ignore the fullness of life that Christ has extended to us. When I read the descriptions of the growth mindset, I was challenged. So often, I found myself having the fixed mindset descriptions evident in my life rather than those that display a growth mindset.

I'm challenged by this because it gives me a different perspective in observing life living in my flesh versus living in His Spirit. I want to grow fully into the identity that God intends for me. Hoping that when I stand before the throne of God in heaven or when I look to Jesus Christ, I have been made whole, being made complete in Him, knowing that He who began a good work in me has indeed completed it by the day of Jesus Christ.  1 Corinthians 13:12, "For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face."

I want to embrace and endure hardships, giving Him all the glory. I want to have perservance despite any setbacks. I want to fix my eyes on Christ, knowing that He is the way, the truth, and the life. I want to be able to receive reprove and rebuke with a humble heart. I want to grow with the body of Christ and my heart to be stirred, finding lessons and inspirations in others' testamonies of God's goodness. Psalms 112:7-8 "He is not afraid of bad news; his heart is firm, trusting in the LORD. His heart is steady; he will not be afraid..."

I desire more in life. Only He can satisfy.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

There's Joy in Unity

Today I went to RE Bennett and experienced something close to what I would describe the best day of my life (hmmm, well...). I went to go play with my 7-9 year old friends during one of the recesses for the second and third graders. It was simply epic. EPIC.


After asking a group of kids, including three girls and two boys, if we could play "Follow the Leader" and receiving approval, something awesome began to happen. As soon as we started, kids were joining us and soon enough, we had at least ten kids that were excited to be playing this game. It was at this point that I shared with the kids my dream for this Thursday afternoon recess. "Oh my, you guys, can you imagine if we had everyone playing with us?!! It'd be a dream come true!" All of the kids just stood there...contemplating the idea. Maybe they even began to dream it too...


As we continued to play, more and more kids would join us. We were quite the scene. The duties (playground supervisors) didn't know what to think. Eventually, there were easily over thirty kids that were playing "Follow the Leader."


Sure, not all the kids were playing, but with the large group of kids that were playing, they made my day. I can't share how much I love unity. If only I could play a video of the thirty-minutes that I spent at the school today. I don't think I'll ever forget the overflowing amount of joy that I was exposed to, let alone feeling, in that quick bit of time.


There's joy in unity. That game of "Follow the Leader" was only a small glimpse of the overflowing joy that comes when the body of Christ is in unity, following their Saviour, Jesus Christ.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Broken Pen

I have this pen that's slowly falling apart. Just yesterday, the cap of the pen got lost and I have no clue where it is now. The ink seemed to be running out and this morning as I was journaling, it seemed as though I'd be searching my house to find another working pen (a difficult task; trust me). As I continued to jot down some thoughts in my journal, the covering of the pen's tip fell off. But after this happened, the pen started to work way better than it ever had.


Maybe it's an odd stretch, but it reflected a concept much greater than a working pen...


Sometimes, we think that there are things in our life that we need, so we hold on to it or maybe freak out when it is taken away from us. However, God uses these loses or brokennesses to bring us back to the simplicity of the gospel of Jesus Christ. The fact is, we need Jesus Christ. From there on out, He takes care of us. Matthew 6:33 has a new, revived, deeper meaning to me. God wants us to fix our eyes on Him and ALL will fall into place. Does that mean that we won't have sufferings? Does that mean that we will get whatever we want? No. But as we continue to abide in Him, our hearts will transform into His heart and He will be given all glory, honor and praise due to His name.


Being a self-center human, it's easy to focus on my situation rather than the greater perspective and the One who has control over it. When we step out of our circumstances and step before His throne, He is able to reveal His victorious reign through His Son, Jesus Christ. As we look at our current situations with the Almighty God, it's impossible to remain worried, stressed, concerned, hurt, or depressed. When we allow ourselves to become humble before the Lord during the trials that so often bring hardships, our loses become gains for His glory. Before His throne, we no longer have worries, stresses, concerns, hurts, or depression.


God works all things for the good for those who love Him. When the things we think are necessary to our life are taken away, we are given an opportunity to draw near to Him and enter into His presence with confidence. Be encouraged for the next time that you encounter an obstacle, a trial, or a hardship, to go before the throne of God and realize the truth and power in the gospel of Jesus Christ.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

A Recent Prayer

I've had a hard time finding the right words to start this blog off. Granted, I've never been one to accurately articulate myself, however, I will still attempt to.


I have become even more aware of the little that I know of God and the immense amount of love He constantly pours into my life. Throughout the last few days, I have experienced the truth of His love to have placed peace, patience, and joy in my heart. And He has only just begun.


I'm excited to continue to walk in my relationship with God and discover more of who He is. Jesus Christ is radically changing my heart according to His will. With every conviciton and impression that the Holy Spirit stirs within me, I am gaining more and more clarity in the woman God intended for me to be.


Abide. God continues to softened my heart to long for His presence with every day that He chooses to give me. I am blessed to have a personal relationship with Him. Outside of Him, I am nothing. Abiding in Him places me in His presence. And in His presence is where I shall be. Only in His presence can I fully embrace who He intends for me to be.


I pray that everyone would abide in Him. His plans and desires for every single person exceeds all we could ever plan for ourselves. I am praying for you and I. I am praying that our hearts may be stirred to receive His love and that in response to His love, we would put off our old selves, and live in such a way that is worthy of the calling to which we have been called, worthy of the gospel of Christ, so that whether I come and see you or am absent, I may hear of you that you are standing firm in one spirit, with one mind striving side by side for the faith of the gospel, fully pleasing to Him, bearing fruit in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God. (Eph. 4:1,22; Phl 1:27; Col 1:10 ESV)


Embrace the gospel of Jesus Christ. Abide in Him.

Friday, August 12, 2011

A Disconnect

Since I believe some of the followers to my blog secretly hope for me to become a nifty science geek, I will be using a big word in hopes of impressing those described.

In the last few weeks, may be it's more accurate to say in the last few months, I have been slowly adapting to a horrible form of guaifenesin within my life. Now, for all you future medical students, you may be confused. And for all you "regular" people out there (I'm praying that you've caught on to my humor...), you may be thinking, "Guaf what?!" Perfect. So now that I may have people confused on what I'm saying, maybe you'll finish reading this and hear what I have to say.

Guaifenesin is actually a drug used to help loosen congestion in your chest and throat. When you have pneumonia, the truth of guaifenesin is quite the contrary to my earlier statement of "having a horrible form of guaifenesin within my life." As guaifenesin is more naturally presented in a drug form, this form is very helpful. But when it comes to the form of guaifenesin that was introduced to my life prior to my pneumonia, this form is no bueno. For all you unexposed, "no bueno" is Spanish for "not good."

Unfortunately for me, my flesh and spirit continue to fight an ongoing war. Despite the victory that I have in Jesus Christ, my flesh is foolish enough to believe that it still needs to go on its own strength. I started working all the time and I allowed less time for God. Slowly, my time was beginning to only be spent working and sleeping and occasionally socializing. My own form of guaifenesin was the busyness of what I thought was important. It was loosening my perspective on the greater things of His kingdom and separating me from the most important time ever, which is devotional/quiet times with God. And then during the times that I would read my Bible, God would send words of painful truth that I needed more than ever. Ephesians 5:16, "...making the best use of time, because the days are evil..." and Colossians 4:5, "Walk in wisdom towards outsiders, making the best use of time." Rushing through reading my Bible as if it were some "to-do" chore on a checklist is probably one the worst ways I could spend my time. And with this odd form of guaifenesin in my life, my priorities where being loosen and I was trying to bombard His truth. As the words of truth seemed to hit harder and sharper, the faster I wanted to escape the conviction. Rather than spending time to repent and ask God to renew my mind, I spent no consistent time with Him at all.

However, God is faithful and He is more than good. 1 Corinthians 10:12-13, "Therefore, let anyone who thinks that he stands take heed lest he fall. No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and He will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation He will also provide the way of escape that you may be able to endure it."

A brief disconnect brought on what was probably the best recovery plan ever. Sometimes I allow myself to become a busy body and lose focus on the One who brings complete fullness and purpose into all that I do. I can do nothing apart from Christ. Pneumonia may have been that "escape" that I needed in order to endure it. God has opened my eyes to my weakness and I have been reminded of my greater need for Him, once again.

Once again, ABIDE. As I abide in Him,  He abides in me. As I abide in Him, I am in awe and reverence. As I abide in Him, I learn more and more of the godhead, three in one: the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

I am so thankful for having been reduced to such a low energy level. I am so grateful for seeing that I have no strength of my own to draw from. I am so glad that God is the only One to allow me to wake up every day that I do. I am so encouraged to be reminded that He is the One in-control. Blessed be the Lord, Our Father. Hallowed be Thy name. Glory to God, forever and ever.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

I Love

God is good, all the time. All the time, God is good.

I love how regardless I may feel, God remains true to His word. I love how He remains merciful despite my countless imperfections.

I love how God is God. He is the Potter and I am the clay.

I love how He can make me complete.

I thought I understood my greater need for the Lord. I thought I understood who I was without Jesus Christ. I thought I understood how weak I was, how selfish I was, how lazy I was apart from Christ. I thought I understood what this flesh was all about. I thought I understood the power that comes with abiding in Him.

It seems that convictions are appearing more frequently in my life. It seems that I am confined when I look to my own resources. It seems that I really don't know all the things that He has planned.

He continues to expand my view on everything that He encompasses and will continue to do so till the day I return home with Him.

God is showing me how I need Him more with everyday. I can do nothing without Him.

Only through Jesus Christ may I bring glory and praise to His name. Only through Jesus Christ may I be made complete. Only through Jesus Christ may I abide in Him.

I love how God willingly helps me when I come before Him. I love how God eagerly answers my prayers for transformation. I love how God constantly stirs my heart to fix my eyes on Him. I love how God relentlessly pursues me on a daily basis.

Simply, I love Thee.